blocked???????.........not at all

its been awhile since i have written something. many are the days i wished i had something to write but nothing came to mind. i see writers publish one book after another and wonder how do they do it.
enough with being blocked. i came across a good friend whose life is full of problems. i really did not know how to help her but i had heard that just being there for someone helps......
we parted ways after a few months of working together. i got fired and a week later she got fired too...mind you,she has a kid and they live in a slum.
after parting ways, i got back to school and was busy that i did not get in  touch with her. but one day i did and she was soo excited that i still remembered her. she had already lost my number but i did not mind at all. we got to talking and she was in deeper problems than i last left her so i went to see her.
she was soo happy and she introduced me to her sweet angelic daughter. i did give her something for her daughter and promised to ask around to see if i can find work for her. i also promised a day so we can knocking on company doors till someone hires her. i will do it because she has been good to me as well.
sometimes when you are at your worse, God sends you someone to keep your hopes high. i may not be able to get her a job but i will try and be there for her.
someone may wonder why i am doing this. reason is, if i cannot find a job myself, why not help someone else.....in short, if you dont have the courage to help yourself, you have the courage to help someone else. dont despair, your weakness is your strength and your strength is your advantage.

mp

three weeks down the line and am still having periods.consulting a doctor and going through medication has proven unfruitful.the pain is too much and i dont know what to do.
even with all of these, i wake up every morning and go to school.no one can tell am unwell because i put on a brave face. to be honest i feel nothing. i had a dream that i was being crushed between two moving vehicles. i tried to scream for help but all i could hear is a voice telling me
"the driver cannot hear you loise, scream louder."
i recognised the person saying these words so i tried to scream louder but the more i tried to scream, the more i felt my veins almost bursting out. and then i could see everyone i cared about or knew running away from me.it was so crazy that i went a little nuts with tablets full in my mouth.......guess what, that is when everyone started caring.
i dont know about dreams but i know enough to know that am super stressed and need help.
GOD help me and be with you all