The beauty of the night began when his hands began roaming on my thighs.
Even fully clothed, i could feel his warmth lighting every part in my body...one in particular was on fire. So, I had to press my legs together and muffle a moan. When he moved to my belly, it took everything in my power not to loose it. All broke lose when he brushed past my breast, turned my face and connected my lips with a searing kiss. To say it was mind blowing would be an understatement: the fact is it was electrifying and i could feel a fire between my legs growing unbelievably uncontrollable.When he landed on top of me, and grinded just enough for me to get comfortable, the tables turned. Our movements became erratic. Feeling his hardness on me was not enough and so i took the lead. I was possessed with desire to consume him and rubbed over him with everything i felt. Lips crushing, hands roaming, and a burning sensation was all it took. The moment was unexplained........i was floating with a sharp yet outstanding need to pee and with every grind, i was coming closer to explode. I did not have to wait longer because his entire body ceased to move with a groan.
We were breathing hard and my limbs were wobbly when i tried to move. So, we stayed in one position for a while. I was asleep before i could say a word (or maybe i did but i could not remember). I remember waking up to an empty bed but not in the way you are thinking. The guys were on the floor debating the previous day's event. Truth is, i could not face either of them because i think they heard everything we did. I just sat there awkwardly until they left the room one by one. I knew they were doing it for Ryan's benefit.
And then we were alone.....He served us breakfast and we spent a quiet moment basking in the delicacies. I loved the way he treated me like a queen. He made sure i was well fed before settling besides me on the bed. He thanked me for a wonderful night and then laced his fingers to mine. I wish i could let the warmth feeling seeping in my body continue to nourish my heart. But my insecurities could not allow it. I could hear warning voices telling me that am just his rebound. I tried to fight it but i could not let it go. When he turned my head for a kiss, i went willingly but before it could escalate to something else, i pulled away and decided to head home.
I came to know latter that he was disappointed and that was one of the reasons he never called back again. That day, I went back to campus and buried myself into movies. I could not bring myself to have him while his sister was dating my brother. It took me another year to realize the heart wants what it wants. The next time we met, i did not hold back. I just showered, texted him, and showed up at his doorstep with one goal in mind........whatever happens, Ryan was mine whether he wanted me or not. As it turned out that day, one round was not enough and it was epic.
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